mylittlespace*

2009-04-27T23:16:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since I touch this blog of mine

Love this picture. It was taken during sunrise, mentioned in deviantart.com

I have been working during holidays

just started my 3rd year in RP

Time flies.

Slowly my FYP project will be creeping me out

I would want to break free.

so sad that I can't go ipoh during my 2weeks break

=(((

Unless everything follows the timeline

which is highly unlikely.

wouldn't want to drag my team down,

by me going overseas.

I NEED A GATEWAY TOO.

sigh.

4 more days to go

May Day, public holiday

woohoo!

1 1/2 years ago, at City Hall Mrt

you stuttered and grab my arm.

I would never forget.

Love never fails. (1 Cor 13: 8a)

2009-03-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

I'm happy today (:

your presence = simple happiness

I love you, dear.

2009-03-02T00:50:00.003+08:00

He's the reason for the teardrops on my ~~guitar~~ pillow...

you shocked me.

you are not the one I know of.

this is not you. today.

2009-03-01T23:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 16th Month, my love (:

our first love

till the end.

14 more days to 500th day.

2009-02-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

A Celebration of Love

Happy Valentine's Day.

14 Feb

We didn't join the crowd on 14th

but celebrated a day earlier.

I am working half day on friday 13th

and my dearest took half day off from work.

self-collect my flowers and bear, delivered to my place.

Intial plan was to eat dim sum buffet @ Yum Cha

but time running fast, we couldn't get in time for that.

so headed down to orchard road.

We had Japanese buffet at shokudo Heeren.

took neoprints at cineleisure

head down to kallang leisure park for ice skating.

it has been 2 years since we last skated together at Fuji ice palace.

but it's has ceased from operation.

It was quite empty at 1930

a lot of trained skaters there.

a small number of couples too.

2hrs in nice coszy ice ground

thankfully, we didn't fall down.

but i got bruise from the fiction of skating shoes.

had a bite at Wang's Cafe

2 glass of milk tea, 1 glass of holicks

and a bowl of macroni.

To me, valentine's day is just another day for me and dear

cos everytime we're together, its always filled with love. :)

26 more days to our 500th day.

12 more days to our 16th month.

2009-02-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

It's the 1st today, so I shall blog.

HAPPY 15TH MONTH

TO OUR RELATIONSHIP :D

2009-01-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

Something to share:

What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:
If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

If: H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K 8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%
And: K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E 11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%
But: A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E 1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

took it from Gracia's blog =D

I bought a dress last week from a blogshop.
took a risk cos is free size. see my size you know some clothes can't fit

recently bought a lot of dresses. 2 for CNY den this one..
haha =D easier to decide what to wear if not need to mix and match top and bottom.

CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING! ANGBAOs, HERE I COME! :P

2009-01-14T23:43:00.003+08:00

Half of January is gone, just like that!
and I still left 6 days of lessons to my 10 weeks holiday.
still looking for part time job.

have not been updating my blog.
kinda lazy, can see from the last date being post.
not much to blog about
except going out with bf and school.

went to the pitstop cafe with dear and dear's friend.
-- Fadli and his gf.
we both have one thing in common.
guys are 26-27 years old
girls are 18 years old.
but most importantly, we can communicate with our love one.
Age don't matter.

Pitstop cafe is smth like Minds cafe
all about playing board games together
it's fun.
hey kakis, one day we can head there to chill out.

Chinese New Year is coming soon
then will be valentine's day
1 more month.

I know what to get from him already,
and we already plan out how to celebrate this day.
:D

16 more days to our 15 months together.

2008-12-25T00:18:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

TO ALL!

2008-12-22T23:39:00.005+08:00

Ding Dong Bell, Ding Dong Bell
Christmas is coming.

Sunday, we went to IMM
to buy some stuff for baking muffins!
Me and my dear will be baking muffins on christmas eve for church friends.

Was wearing my new flats
painful. the shoe bite my toes

Walking around IMM,
we saw beautiful houses!
pictures below.
HOW I WISH TO STAY IN THERE!

Friday Night,
Shopping at orhard road with Dear Finding a top for my blue layered skirt for christmas
with my $30 ISETAN voucher.

Orhard Road was full of carolling choirs
and of course,
PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA!
sometimes, I am also irritated by the crowd
end up, bu shuang.

The top that I bought.
I bought another one which is hearts pattern.

Dear's malay friend wedding.
on 14th Dec 08
watch Bolt 3D after that
but not really 3D.
feel kinda wasted.

TF group photo on Christmas Special*

2 more days to CHRISTMAS.
christmas dinner @ home with Family & Dear
steamboat @ COCA Restaurant with Dear
IP MAN Movie with Dear
(ok, is pronounce as YIP-MAN not IP Man)
bye!

2008-12-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

I am really bored.
yup. holidays are finally here but quite bored
everyday eat, sleep and stick to the computer and tv.

8 more days to CHRISTMAS
2nd Christmas for me and him
will be a tight budget one. RESSION year so to speak.

2008 is gone soon.
2009 is coming.
YEAR 3 AND FYP! crush me.
DIE-ING
I still really don't know what to do after graduate.
sigh.

2008-12-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

My cute dear will be back tmr

but might not be able to see him

depends on what time he come back.

waiting for his call now.

2008-12-09T00:09:00.003+08:00

Waiting for his return.
chatting on the phone with him just now.
bought a grey shirt for me and la chang for mummy.

2 more days to go.
tmr still got school
wed break again.

attended the wedding.
the bride procession very fast.
was 15 mins late. suppose to sit by 1045
thought they would delay a little but didn't
couldn't take any pics.

watching movie this friday with him
BOLT.
Don't know if whether want to watch 3D
fun leh. but is $15 per ticket. plus the specs is rent one.

waiting.waiting.waiting.

2008-12-07T22:18:00.005+08:00

Sunday.

Holy Communion + Committee meeting

and Dear not around = SIAN

Camwhored with Gracia Choo

was waiting for her beloved bf to fetch her home

and shun bian gave me a ride to JP

was staying near her

isn't she a pretty girl?

when home, mummy talking about will out of the blue.

about her 'cai chan'.

my sis and I was like '???....'

talked about housing and marriage

about wedding dinner, a lot of relatives need to be invited

my mummy went down to take from clothes from god-mother

there is this retro dress, is nice but in a wrong era.

Attending a church wedding tmr.
then go grandma hse.

boring PH day.

end this with my photo.
IMISSYOU,DEAR!

2008-12-06T17:09:00.002+08:00

Dear offically go malaysia for 6 days.

near to a week.

imagine.

no one to accompany you home

no one to packet lunch for you when you have committee meeting in the afternoon

no one to talk to you during school time on sms

lonely. never go outside walk, eat or shopping together.

me and him is always seeing each other every weekends.

somemore monday is Public holiday.

my kaki, Janice is the best.

her bf in NS.

she is more lonely than me.

so I must be thankful.

it is just saturday.

waiting for next wed to come.

and he will be back.

2008-12-05T11:24:00.006+08:00

IT'S 400th DAY

celebration tonight @ NYNY with our new present.
Dear is leaving for malaysia tmr :(

*updated*

Waiting for seats

Dining at New York New York.

Root Beer Float*

Cheese Ball* (doesn't look like one)

Famous Ribs in NY NY

sausage wrapped with bacon*

Meatball pizza*

Super Chocolate sundae*

US*

[THE END]

2008-12-04T00:38:00.003+08:00

Boring school life. still 1 more year in RP.
cant' wait for holidays to start!
3 weeks break. 1 more month. 2 month break.

YEAR 3, FYP coming!
CE not cleared = might be staying back for 1 semester, unable to graduate.
must movtivate myself go talk.
2 more points for DA + DP
24 more for NDA + NDP.

lonely weekend for me.
boyfriend away in Malaysia for relative's wedding.
next thursday then can see him.

Happier side, Christmas is coming
2nd Christmas with him.
kind of broke, have not save enough money yet.

we going to get our christmas present tmr.
it's a secret. will reveal soon.
this gift is more for me. HAHA
but I do contribute some cash.

1 more day to our 400th day together!
doesn't seems long and not short too either.
so we will make it longer and longer!
HAHAHA.

I will try to blog more often.
but seems like I blog to myself.
cos no one is reading or tagging.
so why blog? =p

2008-12-01T14:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 13th Months to US!

hahaha. update every 1st of the month. =D

2008-11-01T00:00:00.005+08:00

Happy 1st anniversary to baby edwin and me

A year of happiness, fun and sorrow had past

2008-10-08T01:12:00.005+08:00

My New Target LOVE For Tech

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SAMSUNG F480 PINK

oh I am in love with this metallic pink phone!
never use samsung phone before
but I think is should be above average a little.

5 MP camera
2592 X 1944 pixels
autofocus
video(QVGA)
flash
Java MIDP 2.0, H.264/H.263/MPEG4 player
MP3/AAC/AAC+ player
Camera face detection
FM radio with RDS
Organiser
Document viewer
Built-in handsfree

*TFT touchscreen =DDD

still got another half a yr before my contract ends
might be changing to this phone
provide i found job.

my currently phone - K770i
is only probably only less than half a yr old.
=X

*thinking about it*

that all I want to share!

2008-10-07T14:53:00.003+08:00

US.
the fragile and crumpled hand,
holding on to the old photo...
it will be me.

courtship
marriage
& aged together...

not letting matters that upsets us
trials and testing of relationship
will come, and forever
but let us continue to put Him in the centre of our relationship.

just thoughts.

2008-10-03T14:48:00.002+08:00

“I want to spend the rest of my 1^st day of the year, watching the sunrise with you…”

In class now
super sleepy and sian..
not listening to other's team presentation

want to go home and sleep now
later exercising in gym with dear
got to make my tummy small then flat

tmr got tf
bringing hannah with me
Hope she enjoy the fellowship with us

3days has passed
left 28days to go
<3>

2008-10-02T23:51:00.002+08:00

As the image shown above,
you should know what I want to say.
Auctual date is the 1st.

I want to say that actually not bad de
but dun know why turn out so blur.

30th sep,
went out with dear!
he took half day leave to acc me
ate shoduko @ Cine

My rate for this place is 4.5/5
food is presently nicely
taste good
price is reasonable!

Watch movie - "Connected"
Actually this is the chinese version of "cellular"
if i didn't spell wrongly.
quite nice lar.

1 Oct,
attended Gab & Mag wedding.
" A decade of love that blossom..."
Dating for 10 years!
is a long, long journey...

went to bugis and shop around with dear
walked to Suntec then MS
play the grab toy thingy
used up $9
Only can grab a small small piglet
hard to get a BIG one

Now my collection
have small winne the pooh, piglet and one cute rabbit.
I want catch a big one!

Oct arrived, PP poster gonna due
my presentation on the 31st, 1130am
still not sure what to put.

got to go! tata~

2008-09-27T00:39:00.003+08:00

Long time never update my blog
started for school for like nearly a month

don't really like the modules

alot of theories and reading

Just had Janelle's 18th Birthday like 2 weeks ago

alot of her friends turn up

her mum is still as chatty like before :)

I sort of got my revenge back...

She was being smashed with cake about nearly 5 times?

even fake eyes lashes came out.

Fun time and good food.

FAT FAT FAT!

getting more like sumo liao

as bf always say this word : "LIAO~~"

went to gym to excerise about an hour

ran 2km and do some abdominal excerise

hopefully can excerise more.

and don't sit down immediately after meal

Angelyn, we go gym together k?

Next week, we'll be together for 11months!

happy! sha-la-la-la~

also need to atttend wedding den movies with my dear!

my kaki, Jocelyn's 20th birthday coming too

more UTs on the way

Two more important days:

* Dear's birthday

* 2 days after Dear's birthday

I wanna break from school~~

tired of computer language and hardware

and CE points still not clear

prepare to be retain another semester.

updates soon, I guess =X

byebye!

2008-08-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

All is over.
All is gone.
Now, a new beginning going start
Pray for better times.
No more tears but joy and gladness.
Pray for strength.

Forget them.
Forget the sadness that wrench my heart.
don't blame me for being cold.
You all hurt me deep.

those that treat me good
I will not forget.

Ok. I made cupcakes again!
Is like only six days later....
Anyway, I saw a electric mixer at Courts
which is only for 29.90
and got a stand which means not hand held.

This time, I also buy the mould for the cupcakes
so it is not out of shape.
And I got the correct sugar - icing sugar.

These cakes still taste sweet as ever.
Next time (not so soon) will cut down on sugar again
cos i did cut down.

2nd attempt is better
but can be improved.
I will jia you!
find more nice ways to design the cupcake.
for the cake is just less sugar!

Really like Janelle and Janice de cupcake.
it really nice lor
xian mu sia!
show you...

This look one like outside sell de nice nice cupcakes.
sighs :(

okok. that all for today.

Fireworks!

2008-08-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

went to watch 1 day of Fireworks
tmr still got 1 more.
today is France Romance.

don't look romantic to me!
HAHA
and it delayed half an hour.

more coming up :)

Birthday Aftermath

2008-08-21T23:49:00.008+08:00

quite long didn't update my blog
now is already 22 August.
Sick from 17 August till now
Just left flu though.

Had the feeling of baking cupcakes...
But it doesn't look like one
out of shape! hahas
is edible :)

without my sis,
I think it will look or taste
more worse...

hopefully,
I will have a electric mixer next time
easier for me to bake

My overdue birthday photos with my dear!

basically,

I got flowers when he picks me up from home

went to suntec to have the jap buffet

go cine for neoprints

head down to Ehub!

for movie and ferris wheel

drink Jim Bean below my block!

HAPPY =D

15 of Aug

is my dear's best buddy, andy's birthday

lessen the dislike for him le

he got gf anyway which is good news for me in the sense

went to suntec for dinner

steamboat buffet

went over to MS for pool

dear and me played the grab soft toy machine

try our luck

change 2 $1 coins

1st attmept - fail

use our final coin...

AND we got 2!!

one for me and one for him

winnie the pooh twins.

A lot of celebrations,

eat 4 types of cake

eat good food everyday that week

that equals to becoming sick.

okok... not much to update

school starting again

sigh!

2008-08-14T00:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTH-DAY TO ME...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

THANKS TO:
ANGELYN
JANICE
JANELLE
JOCELYN
JERALD
WILSON
CARRIE
SHI YING
EUGENE ONG
MICHELLE
RAHGU....

AND MANY MORE TO BE MENTIONED

LASTLY,
MY DEAR.

Pre-birthday celebration with my kakis!

2008-08-13T23:35:00.004+08:00

Had a pre-celebration with my kakis.
went for lunch xing wang!
yummy!

headed back to Jurong East for a K-session
Kbox have good student pakage...
a lot of food leftover.
had cake there too! =D

Jerald had to leave early
waiting for him to send me pictures!
so wait for my updates!

Janelle ended class early.
Glad she could come. :D
went over to IMM for chatting.

TAO YAN!
at garden plaza, they smash cake on me!
boohoo~
ran round the place and scream =X
kena a lot of cream all over.

took cab home, chiong to bathroom and bathe.

some pictures that I have...

my presents.. angbao(Janice,Janelle and Jerald), GUESS wallet ( Angelyn and Jocelyn)
hmmm. the bear and letter is from my beloved dear!

HAHA... I knew that he is near my house or below my block
he did it before.
LOL
He bought a cake!
and celebrated with me.
so far, I eaten 3 types of cake.

Gave me a cute bear and a letter of love! heehee =D

okok.. 5 minutes to 18 years old!
more updates soon!

2008-08-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

A Friend's Love says:
"If you ever need anything,
I'll be there."

True Love says,
"You'll never need anything,
I'll be there."

copied from dear's blog.

2 day and 2 hrs plus more to my birthday!

2008-08-09T22:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
woke up at 6.40am

went to eat big breakfast at Macdonalds

with dear :)

had a teens outing

at south ridge park

which is from Mount Faber to Kent ridge park

9km!

but we stop at hortpark.

tired.

and breathless.

leg aching.

after the whole event,

went to dear's place amd rest

cos is nearby.

shop around vivo city

and headed down to clementi

to collect my birthday cake.

made a big mistake.

u will know why later.

went home with dear
and watch NDP

this year birthday is much different from last

because dear celebrating my birthday with my family.

hahas happy!

okok enough said. Pictures time.

u see! I got 2 cakes!
one is darker than the other
and one is smaller than the other.
I made a big hoo ha
that why got 2 cakes.

tmr will have a nice dinner at home
in celebration for my birthday!

bye.

Ps. 5 more day to actual birthday.

2008-08-08T20:08:00.001+08:00

080808 :D

the shadow of us.

LOVES

2008-08-07T21:18:00.003+08:00

Loves <3
today we got our prize!
$200 macdonald vouchers!
yummy~

see all the happy faces...

After 12, 6 more day more days to my birthday!
finally ordered my birthday cake,
thanks to shi ying!
hahas =D

yeah! :)

2008-08-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

forgetting.

childish act by people

cry no more

girls are better than guys

mature more faster.

I'm not a lesbian/bisexual =X

7 more days to my 18th birthday

don't know what cake to buy

money money money

I no money.

2008-08-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

skipped school today.
1st time in poly life..
tired until can't get out of bed

got scolded by my mum.
sigh.

PP report need to handed up by last week
but my advisor allowed till this friday
mine is 95% done.

most of the pple I know handed up already
me slow poke
hope can be 1 time approve
but most likely no...

我的人有这么让人讨厌吗？
为什么我感觉到有些人在取笑我？
有点感到伤心...

2008-08-05T00:49:00.004+08:00

hugs! I need A hug.

wanted to hug him today. & i manage to.

today was super sleepy..

guess all my energy is gone...

having dark circles now

can compete with my dear already.

today only 2 grps of pple

make me more sian in class

something wrong with me today

think is because of not enough sleep.

despite of tiredness,

I went to watch "Money not enough 2"

with dear after school

nice show.

made me teared 3 times

and his sleeves is wet.

too sad story.

chased him home

when reached tiong baru.

headache after crying too much

guess I need to go to sleep ald.

bye.

9 more days to my birthday.

PS. W64Q guys, u know who you are. and stop being so lame at my tagboard.

2008-08-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

When hell turns cold

And flowers stop growing

When daylight forever dies out

And birds stop humming

When hearts never break again

And tears are never cried

When war becomes beautiful

And roses never die

When people stop breathing

And the ocean becomes small

When we stop bleeding

And the sky begins to fall

When Romeo is without his Juliet

And the stars are no longer true

That's when you'll find mestop loving you.

by Kiran.

Happy Nine month anniversary, dear!

hearts dear a lot <3
9 months of happiness, joy and tears
and many more to come!

Though we can’t celebrate tomorrow,
But you and I will never forget this day, 9 months ago…
At City Hall MRT control station.

“ 你能做我的女朋友吗？”

Smiles :D

2008-07-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

guess a lot of people been to her blog
&& read about the story of her boyfriend
who is at a faraway land now.

its such a saddening story.
heartaching.

If one day,
this happens to me...
I guess I will need a long time to recover.

As reading her blog entries,
I couldn't help that I put myself into her shoes.
It ripped and teared from my heart.

my dearest boyfriend,
I can't live without you
because you are already part of me
promise to be with me always.
I love you.

______________________________________

17 days to my 18th birthday
study 9 more day (exclude wed and weekends)
4 more days to our month anniversary

yay :)
watching fireworks on 22-23 Aug at Marina Bay
1 day outside
1 day inside
happy!

I hope I can do that every year
if Singapore Fireworks festival every year also have
and usually is 1 week after national day
& after my birthday.

lets go out last day of school, W64Q!

SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE...me!
Qi Dai-ing! =D

2008-07-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

today's message about the 6th commandment
THOU SHALL NOT KILL
which is murdering.

Hating someone is like murdering the person
humans are God's creation
U hate him/her = hating God

sigh. not say i hate him but dislike him
my bf's best buddy.
so i must not hate him.

my dear treasures relationship with close friends too
so does his relationship with andy...

so far knowing his friends, only he make me jealous
i also don't know why.
whenever he send an sms to my bf to ask to go out with him
i am seriously feeling uncomfortable.
having the urge to say him.

but i can't be too ba dao to my bf
just have to let go sometimes.

sigh.

2008-07-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

New laptop!
nice interface and webcam!
its crystal eye as it stated.

started PP at last
now only got 600plus 700 words
which is 35% of 2000 words.
dead due latest 080808
nice date.

i know i haven been updating my blog
dunno what to write too.

suddenly there is this question in my mind
Friends or BoyFriend... which is more important?
To me, i will definietly choose my boyfriend over friend
not say friends aren't impt
but boyfriend might be or will be your future soulmate/life partner
u can have friends for life too
but the one that is going to care, love, support physically and emotional
is ur boyfriend, fiance , husband.
Friends also love you but is a different kind of love.

so, i find that the phrase in chinese ' zhong se qing you'
is abit unfair.

still got 21 days to my birthday.
exactly 3 weeks later.
I want alot alot of things!
hahas =D
wonder how my 18th birthday would be like.

1 week more to our mth anniversary! =))

Where is my laptop?

2008-07-08T23:48:00.002+08:00

It has been 1 week...
my laptop is still not ready yet!
sighs :(

ytd I called acer 3 times
before I can talk to the service centre operator...
they told me should be able to collect on the 8th july
will ask the technician to call me...

patiently waited for the call
finally, they called back
told me the parts not here yet
still have to wait

I can't wait any longer
my PP going to due
and daily lesson needs it
Can't be waking up everyday early
to loan laptop...

so, they suggested to give me a new laptop
who doesn't want a new laptop?
so i just agree to change.

now waiting for the new laptop to arrive
and configure in school
and transfer my old hard disk stuff.

happy ending. =D

still got 36 days to my 18th birthday...
think of doing something different
and i want surprises!

hahahahas...

just don't want to have a quiet birthday celebration.

5 year old korean girl blind Genius Pianist

2008-07-08T22:42:00.001+08:00

2008-07-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Our 8th month anniversary is here!
=DD
& still counting on...

Ok lah, I will definietly remember THE promise that we make.
cos u will definietly not lose that SMS.
I will jia you to fufill THE promise...

I am waiting for that EVENT to happen.
& the THING that I want from you!

I will always LOVE you till the end of the time.

2008-06-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

THE BEST EVER!

MY LAPTOP CRASHED ON ME in the MORNING!
yes. & I have TEST in the AFTERNOON.
what a GOOD timing man.

Sad for the whole morning.
couldn't even on my laptop!
I hope nothing happens to my hard disk...
if not, ALL information GONE!

tmr going ACER to repair liao lor.
sighs. got to wake up early to borrow laptop
if not no more!

Thank God!
there is still 1 tablet pc left for loan.
which really brighten the rest of my day.
AT LEAST, I can take my test!
& revise for it.

tmr will be a better day for me!
Looking forward to it!
yummy!

2008-06-26T00:39:00.001+08:00

QUIZZIE

1:: Edwin
2:: Janice
3:: Angelyn
4::Janelle
5:: Jerald
6:: Pauline
7:: Shi ying
8:: carrie
9:: wilson
10:: Eugene Ong

(( T H E Q U E S T i O N S ))

Do You Love #1:: duh! He is my bf!
Is #2 Your Best Friend:: yup! Known since sec 1
Do You Trust #3:: I do trust her.
Have You Been To #4's House:: I did. 3 times?
How Long Have You Known #5:: Since sec 3
How Much Does #6 Mean To You:: she is my bf’s “mum”
Does #7 Sing Well:: Erm? I don’t know
Does #8 Have Any Pets:: Not sure.
Is #9 Smart:: yaya! If not how to help me in sch?
Are You Good Friends With #10:: good classmate

(( W H A T W O U L D Y O U D O i F . . ))

#1 Moved Away:: TO WHERE?!! He must bring me along!
#2 Became Famous:: WOW!!
#3 Liked Your Best Friend:: like den like lor
#4 Won A Million Dollars:: Give Us a treat
You Found Out #5 Was Related To You:: How can it be?
#6 Kissed You:: She will never do that to me
#7 Got Arrested:: Wondering why she will get arrested
#8 Was Hurt:: ask if she is ok
Your Brother/Sister Liked #9:: HMMM??
#10 Hated You:: I will not be seeing him after semester 1.

(( W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . ))

Kiss #6 or #10:: NONE. Cos I only give to #1
Be Related To #1 or #7:: #1! Heehee J
Live Next Door To #3 or #9:: most likely #3.
Go On Vacation With #2 or #8:: See which one free!
Have All Your Classes With #4 or #5:: Either one will do.

(( W O U L D T H E Y M A K E A C U T E C O U P L E ))

#1 and #7:: *sob sob* #1 is mine!
#2 and #6:: Both are girls.
#4 and #8:: Both are girls.
#3 and #5:: HEEHEE… hopefully they are.

#9 and #10:: No gays please.

(( R A N D O M ))

Of #1 And #2, Who Have You Known The Longest:: #2. My sec friend.
Are You Closer To #3 or #4:: #3! She my sec and poly fren.

Has #9 Or #10 Ever Hated You:: NO.

Of #7 And #8, Who Knows More About You:: Both bah! both know me for the same period of time!
Of #4 And #6, Who Would Make A Better Actor:: #6 she made me laugh non stop
Of #2 And #9, Who Has A Better Car:: No cars only bus 11
Of #3 And #5, Who Has More Pets:: #5
Of #2 And #10, Who Has More Friends:: I think #2

back!

2008-06-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

YAY HE IS BACK!!!
MY DEAR IS BACK TO SINGAPORE!!
YIPPY!! =D

I went to his house nearby to meet him
hug him tight tight.
1 week never see him.

glad that his mum never say anything for going out late at night.
accompany me home.
drank milk tea at ya kun.

back to our secret place.
home sweet home!

he bought me a polo tee which fits me well
chewing gum
itouch cover and a hp hanging thingy.

as well as some stuff for my mum.
so xiao shun right?
=DD

going to watch kungfu panda tmr.

Random;

2008-06-09T20:12:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY DEAR

faster come back from malaysia...

tears just flow

although is just 1 week!

I know is kind of silly.

I really admire Janice that she could bare the pain of missing her bf

I can't.

Really Thank God for that, he finished his National Service.

but there is still reservice (18days = 2weeks plus)

sighs.

my holidays are ending soon

PP not started. (bad sign)

2 more days before he come back...

I'm back

2008-06-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

Back from MTT camp (church)
meet alot of new people from america
they are nice bunch of people

my dearest went back to malaysia for a week!
sad :( :(
at least we still msg and call each other
but is expensive though..

waiting for him to come back...

sighs:(

Happy 7th month anni

2008-06-01T12:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 7th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!
to my dear and me...

and I bought my phone already
but not the sliver :(
at least got grey not black.

but i never seen grey color for this model
only got 5 colors
which is purple,black,brown, sliver and another type of brown.
can considered special le lah!

hahaas ltr i see someone holding grey
then not special liao le...

okok now is holidays!
and i going out bye bye.

2008-05-27T19:18:00.006+08:00

2 more lesson to go!

counting down to holiday...

hehe:D

I gain a lot of weight after I entered RP

eat a lot in school...

hais

Above -> my photo before enteringRP

Below->my recent photo

see so much fat on my face

if u see me in person, my figure is awful

now i try to eat 1 meal in school and dinner only

cut down my food intake..

But I personally think that

I will not lose weight easily

or I will gain more weight

but I really thankful that

I have nice, caring and super bf

He still love me no matter what

right, dear?

dear,

But be prepared that

I might not slim down

but become bigger

sigh sound so negative

but I am like that

I know how to say but not do it

My Dear! RAHS
Love you always
5 more days!

2008-05-26T23:55:00.004+08:00

Pictures entry!

Shi ying's birthday

Kakis photo

2008-05-26T20:07:00.003+08:00

3 more days of school
and its holidays!
yippy!

I want buy phone
buy phone
buy phone
buy phone!!!

spending money make a pinch in my heart
*Ouch
money money money

I bought a bf tee but is big!
even my bf can wear ( i think i'm bigger size than him anyway)
so might pass to him instead.
New clothes for u dear!

slim down slim down slim down
but i dislike exercising :(
sighs

six more days!
*muackx!*

2008-05-24T00:09:00.004+08:00

RANDOM PICTURES
that I took for lesson purpose! (web multimedia)

using a super good Canon ESO Camera

let me show you my photos...

my best photo of all, the playing of piano.

Loves

2008-05-22T21:38:00.003+08:00

ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU

heehee :D

2008-05-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

yaya
start from today till tues
will be panda days! @_@
heh heh heh
cos i will be with him every day till tues

I decide buy phone first
camera wait till
great singapore sale
or next year?

sian.
i dunno why i want to buy camera??
just feel like having one

2008-05-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

Out with my lil panda! LOL
muahahaha..
I asked him to skive during work

evil me!
We went to KK hospital first
hmmmm, went for check up

LOL HAHA NAHS...
accompany him to do despatch
we still got 3 other places after that
1. Golden Mile
2. Amoy St
3. Sentosa!

Had a great time
running around with him
makes me and him happy!
right, dear?

2 more days to friday
4 more days to vesak holiday
5 more days to dear's off day!

feel dry at times...
our secret place
that i always want to go
HAPPY MOMENTS~
only you my dear
will know what i meant.

2008-05-12T15:46:00.002+08:00

i' m tired
tired
tired
tired.....

ZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzz

i'm very not a girl
i'm not normal
i'm a freak

i'm extremely whatever...
just not normal...

2008-05-10T13:53:00.004+08:00

I want neeew phone

I want digital camera!

got 2 models in mind.. must see price

see the similarity?
Both are pink!

hahas...
whereas phone...
i not aiming for C902 liao..
may get a other model
K770i or W890i
see price also

AHHHH
MONEY MONEY MONEY
LOL

2008-05-08T15:09:00.000+08:00

Amigo Del Alma

Both of you are Amigo Del Alma which means soulmates
in spainish! The chances of both of you walking down the isle
and living hapily ever after like a fairy tale is very high. It
is obvious that you and your special someone live your lives for
each other and know each other very well. If ever there were two
persons that are made for each other, it has got to be the both
of you!

Go to Romantic
Love Quiz to do more Quizzes!

2008-05-06T20:32:00.001+08:00

PEEK A BOO!

2008-05-05T11:40:00.001+08:00

Yesterday*

EMO baby.

all is over,
not to worried anymore.
the day has past,
now is the new day
not to look back already.

sorry i hurt you
but u hurt me too...
I don't want you to hear u say that again
U will be alright.

red and swollen
let me see the other side of you

thanks baby dear.
i am okay already will not think anymore.

2008-05-01T10:53:00.009+08:00

Happy 6th month anniversary to my dear and me!

yeah going out today to celebrate =))
hahas

Anyway, I love my dear!
how dare he bluff me!
*humph*
just kidding...

Was a normal day ytd though,
doing stuff
online-ing
chat on the phone with him after his work...
didn't suspect anything..

Nearing to midnight,
was still on the phone with him...
he told me he has prepared a present for me
I was like give me hint, i want to guess...

he just say go to the living room and open the door..
AHHH
HE IS OUTSIDE MY HOUSE AT MIDNIGHT!!
with a nice bouquet of flowers...
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet!
touched='(

thanks alot dear, for the flowers and the planning of the surprise~!

Went to parkway parade for lunch

at first one to go cine makan suki sushi buffet

cos he is craving for sushi..

but is too many pple...

had Ajisen set lunch

walk ard headed to ECP

is SO HOT!

had to rest for half an hour before we rent bicycle

$11 for 2 hrs and 2 bicycle

cheap!

but so many people on track too...

had to watch out...

me fell down in the end,

partly is my fault..

but the sudden jump of the girl

scare me!

swirl and turn, me on the ground

with bicycle landed on my lower legs

knee cap injured.

rub on it will pain

thankfully i didn't sprain my ankle..

ride back. had dinner.

sit by the sea with breeze blown...

shuang!

give him the gift i perpared for him.

headed home.

that our 6th month. bye.

Looking forward to Labour Day aka May Day

2008-04-28T22:37:00.004+08:00

LOLs think May Day sounds much more better..

Labour like sounds like working

it meant to be a holiday okay!

HAHAs

so far, school has been okay

classmates are great!

Shi Ying, my first friend in class!

still got Carrie, Wilson, Chee Chong Fun and the two eugene

all the guys like bonded so well

CS during breaks, shouting in class..

didn't take picture unlike year 1 classes...

PP is driving me nuts!

don't know how to do...

thanks to my baby panda, bro joe and kim jie for helping me

with the project scope!

got to continue till sep

2000 words report! AHH..

just send email to my pp advisor for checking

dunno when he will reply,

hopefully tmr..

UT officially starts tmr...

sianzzz =.=

but wed and thurs no sch

WOOHOO!

baby panda,

thurs will be a wonderful day for us!

times flies!

will blog soon...

pictures :

JAVA

2008-04-10T13:12:00.003+08:00

today is JAVA lesson...
so hard to understand, always got errors
I don't know how i going to survive the next 15 lessons
& UTs

i think i need tution on Java
thanks to angelyn for the rescue just now
seem easy but complicated after going through..
very contridicting...

is thursday already!
1 week is soon gone...
waiting for my yummy seoul garden~~

thurday & friday afternoon end faster!
so i can meet my lil panda already...

HUGs.

Back to school...

2008-04-08T00:22:00.002+08:00

today is the 1st day of school
&im year 2 already...
wanna go back to yr 1...

W64Q : my new class :)
was late for class a little..
power failure at my blk...
no lifts to go up!
torture us...

the stair have no lights due to power failure..
so we have to walk in pitch dark...for 2 storeys before we can see the light..
use my hands and slowly feel the walls..
and feet on the steps...
scary...

hope my year 2 will not be so tough...
i can pass i quite contented...
looking forward to wed...
No class!

kies, tmr still got school
got to sleep if not i couldn't wake up!
bye pple.

BORED =.=

2008-04-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

Had my 15 hrs of sleep again
woke up around 3 plus today...

Crave to eat mac for lunch
but the rain getting heavier
become thunderstorm..
sigh.. wait till tmr afternoon then eat!

clear part of my room
if not my mum gonna nag me again...
feel so bored at home..

no one online to talk to me...
my kakis all not online...
sians...

at least tmr i will not be bored
will be out the whole day with them
playing... eating... & drinking...
HAHA enjoyment...

had to wait till sat then can see my dearest panda
sighs...
next week start school already
I want my seoul garden, dear!
HAHA

will blog out tmr's outing with my kakis!

2008-04-02T00:44:00.002+08:00

5mths and 1 day old...
u guys must be doing this 'err... ...'

went to work in the afternoon
hmmm, ezanne tot u said u quit already?
yes I did but just to clear some paperwork...

after that meet my lil panda for seoul garden
was pouring heavily and wet
reached MS but the place is booked by NUS for function... =.=O

went back to bugis seoul garden,
but fully packed
got to wait for place

me and him waited too long
was ultra hungry cos we ate little for lunch
settled for crystal jade xiao long bao instead

i think the person haven call back till now
should feedback to them
saying, you must inform us if u really couldn't provide a space for us
not letting us wait for so long.

like what he said,
we are into our 6th month
seem fast and slow...

left a folder with him
and somethings i shouldn't let him see
is expose!
good and bad...

yada yada... friday meeting my dearest friends
which i haven seen so long since my holidays started...
dining at WaRaKu! yummy!

look forward to next friday
maybe can eat my seoul garden
with him and his colleague

lots of yummy food awaits!
going back school next week
no lesson on wed :)
& pay day is coming! [cannot spend de:( ]

okok! bye!

2008-04-01T01:23:00.006+08:00

Happy 5th month Anniversary, my lil panda! (no more errors!)

gosh... time really flies!
I still living in behind...
still thinking is just our 4th month not 5th month
probably i didn't blog out our last mth...

think back it is really fast..
we watch L: change the world for our 4th month
seem like it still so recent to me!

thanks to God, that I have you
thanks for your love
thanks for your care
thanks for your patience
thanks for your shoulder
thanks for everything that i needed

truely our relationship had been smooth sailing
no quarrels or squibbles
cos we have Him in our equation
continue to pray for our relationship and the future

had baptism and musical for good friday.
work ends today! happy!
celebrating our anni soon...

i'm worried for you my dear
suddenly weird stuff appeared in you
afraid what may happens

but was thinking about you and ur situation
all i need was prayer for you
dear, constantly remind me that He is there for us...

see you soon in probably 18hrs later!

Dear God,
thank you for all times that you been through with us
Father, heal him for he has some white appearing in his pupils
and be with him where ever he is.
God, continue to lead us where ever we may be,
according to your perfect way.

In Jesus's name I prayed,
Amen.

2008-03-27T23:28:00.007+08:00

was asked by Jing Kang to do this test ,

1] At what age do you wish to marry?
- probably 24 or 25, not too late

2] What i want the most now?
- A good rest before school

3] Who is the person you trust the most?
- no THE person, but people.

4] Do you think you have enough confidence?
- 50/50

5] If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Need not work for the rest of my life and enjoy!

6] Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?-
- I have not been seeing rainbow for quite sometime.

7] What are you afraid to lose the most now?
- my family and love ones

8] Do you believe in eternity love?
- Hard to say =X

9] If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Nope. if he loves me, he make the move.

10] List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Fun loving, helpful and crappy at times

- 11] What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- Caring, Understanding and love me for who i am

12] What type of person do you hate the most?
- if the person make me real angry about what he/she has done.

13] Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- yep, most.

14] Do you believe in God?
- yup.

15] What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- My life is being nicely planned with no regrets made.

16] Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Human does need companion.Who knows he might be the one for me

17. At this point of time, would you rather be a heart breaker or a heartbroken?
- I always been heartbroken, can't bear to break people's heart

18] What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
- A friend that they can depend on

19] describe the person who tagged you in 6 words.
- A guy who always buy pocky

20] The place u want to go the most with your love ones?
- Heaven!

Instructions: tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all .People who've been tagged:

1. Edwin
2. Janice
3. Janelle
4. Angelyn
5. Hannah
6. Priscilla
7. Bao wei
8. Michelle

2008-02-21T17:39:00.002+08:00

Found job as telemarketer (again...)
before that, i said i will not find this type of job..
Oh well, feel so cheated...

it said to be no selling over the phone
just booking appts
but the fact is about the same
just putting nice words...
at least still got gracia with me
if not, i will be dragging to work

i guess my dear will be hearing me
Fa lao shao every single day
and every time i see him
heh... just 1 month only =X

ok just tahan 1 month of work
and school starts again
YEAR 2 need to do PP
sian and gong...

got my GPA, not fab
worse than last sem by o.15

ok, just realize i cannot go to class chalet...
sorry w34d

2008-02-19T00:59:00.003+08:00

waiting for friday to come....
so bored lahh...
couldn't find job to do also...

I miss your ___________
(a) being
(b) face
(c) hugs
(d) kisses

the answer is (e) ALL OF THE ABOVE!
HAHAHA:)

going interview tmr at Robinsons!

hope can get the job as store assistant...

work-> $$ -> new handphone!

Lols...

11 more days...

I can watch L: Change the world!

with my dear of course!

heehee... Deathnote~

2008-02-18T10:37:00.000+08:00

1. The phone rings, who do you
want it to be?
`my dear

2. When shopping at the grocery
store, do you return your cart?
` of course

3. If you had to kiss the last person
you kissed again, would you?
`hmmm...yes i would

4. Do you take compliments well?
` depends.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
`nope

6 . If abandoned alone in the
wilderness would you survive?
` i guess so because i can survive without water sometimes

7. If your house were on fire, what
would be the first THING you would
save?
` hard to say

8. Who was the last person you slept
in the bed with?
`erm...my mum? same room

9. Who do you text the most?
`my dear? but he's online

10 . Favorite children's book?
` Charlie and the chocolate factory

11 . Eye color?
`brown

12. How tall are you?
` 160

13. If you could do it over again,
start from scratch, would you?
` it depends

14. Any secret admirers?
` for now, nope

15. does de person u miss misses u?
`hmmm i think so

16. When was the last time you were at
Olive Garden?
`where is it??

17. Favorite ex..?
` none.

18. Where was the nearest place you
travelled?
` Around my home?

19 . Do you like mustard?
` not too much

20. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
`sleep

21. Do you miss anyone?
`yes

22. Can you do splits?
no...

23. What movie do you want to see?
` L movie for now

24. What did you do for New Year's Eve?
` At church for service and to Joe's place

25. Do you think The Grudge was
creepy?
` still okay lah

26. Do you own a camera phone?
` sadly i lost mine :(

27. Was your mom a cheerleader?
` no...

28. What's the last letter of your
middle name?
` G

29. Are you hispanic?
` of course not

30 . Do you like care bears?
` no comments

31. What do you buy at the Movies?
` tickets and food

32. Do you know how to play poker?
` not too sure

33. Do you wear your seatbelt?
` not now really

34. What do you wear to sleep?
` clothes??

35. Anything big ever happen in your
CITY?
`like wad?

36. Is your hair straight or curly?
` not really straight

37. Is your tongue pierced?
` Ouch! no!

38. Do you like Liver and onions?
`Yup

39. Do you like funny or serious
people better?
` depend on situations

40. Ever been to L.A.?
` no :(

41. Who is on your mind right now?
` ermmm...no one other than him

42.any plans 4 tonight?
` is midnight now

43. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
` Baby your my destiny.. my blog song

44 . Do you hate chocolate?

` ermmm... not really

45. What do you and your parents fight
about the most?
` not cleaning my room

46. Are you a gullible person?
` most likely

47. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend
to be happy?
` i don't know but i am happy now

48 . If you could have any job what
would it be?
` be a Tai Tai? ermm... teacher?

49. Are you easy to get along with?
` should be

50. What is your favorite time of day?
` Night time

51. Are you generally a happy person?
` hard to say

52. when was the last time you slept very
peacefully?
` everyday!

53. who was the person you last kissed besides
your parents?
` erm... u say leh?

54. if you could have a wish,what will you wish for?
` I don't know

2008-02-14T20:46:00.005+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all!
whether u have someone or not...

This is my very first valentine's day with my dear

same to him too...

so nice! HAHA

Firstly, I AM EXTREMELY HAPPY TODAY!!

Really Paise and Thank God...

Timing is just right..

I need not go undergound status with him anymore

I can guang ming zhen da de pai tuo liao...

My mum gave us the green light..

HAPPY =D

Celebrated our valentine's day ytd...

partly is to avoid the crowd today...

woke up at 10plus to prepare for the date

1st stop of the day... Changi Airport

see the new T3 very clean and green with a lot of glass...

had popeye's at T1

their mashed potatoes is yummy

had 2 of it!

walked to the viewing halls

and open the present he gave me...

A personalized card, 6 beautiful roses and

a pretty necklaces...

=))

headed off to T3 viewing hall...

see SQ plane take off...

sat down for a while
continue to watch Just Follor Law

left airport to vivo city for dinner..

had japanese bbq.. good food & very nice price (ex...)

went in to sentosa..for the musical fountain and flower festival

found fiona and had yummy ice-cream

Musical fountain... better than what i saw last time cos is not raining..

Back to boon lay...my home

but i don't want to go home yet...

my dear knows me well and what i thinking

so went to my block downstairs de bench and sit...

was talking about how to tell and when to tell my mum about us

thank God that all has been settled today :)

chatting and playing around.. HAHA
Had a very Sweet night/morning...

Our cannot fly bird..*flap flap*

becomes hearts...

HAHA only He knows what i meant...

went home at 1am...

dear sat cab home... :p

My 1st valentine's day...

Mummy, its over...!

Now for photos... mainly is us..

so if u don't see just click 'X' on the top right hand...

BYE BYE!!!

2008-02-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

YIPPY~ HAHAHA =)
Can't wait for school to end!
meet u at night...
walk the streets...

HOLIDAYS IS HERE TOO!!
wanna find job ASAP!

2008-01-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

9 more days of school...
volia! 10 weeks of holidays!
yippy!=))

waiting for my holidays to come...
1 feb..
13 feb...
smiles & grins all the way :))

I want to find job...
work to buy a new & good sony E phone
anyone can recommend?
but i only can work from Mon-Fri =X

dEaR,
i can't wait to go out wif you!

HAHAS

2008-01-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

SOB SOB :(

MY PHONE IS STOLEN!!!!
$300 phone gone!
used less than a year!

Heart very very pain X 100000000
this phone is I use my 1mth salary to buy!

this is not really my fault...
someone pickpocket and took my phone
i did not gu yi put somewhere and let the thief to take
the time frame of me having my phone with me till i noe my phone is stolen
is just barely 1hr or even lesser...

which ke wu de ren stole my phone??!!!!
HOPE YOU WILL BE CAUGHT BY POLICE NEXT TIME...

random

2008-01-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

2008-01-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
1st post of 2008...hahas

<3 Happy 2nd mth anniversary to me & my dear! <3

Yay.... managed get a "yes" from my mum ytd to stay overnight at Joesph's place ate
strawberry donut before going their place...
Watch VCDs... play dry swimming... slack around...
asked Dear to fix the puzzle I gave him...

meeting Janice & her bf at west coast park
to see the 1st sunrise of the year
but due to some calculation error...
manage to see the sky become brighter...
but the sun not really seen...
ate mac big breakfast
& Home (zzZ...)

photos is wif Janice...
she took alot... LOLs...
i guess she is still sleeping...

I enjoyed the slient, actually not really cos got sea wave
but it is still lovely as ever...
the cold breeze with you around to warm me....
closely locked hands...
Love it*

West coast got a lot of known people....
today saw auntie molly...
OH NOooooOoooo......
Hope she forgets even when she turn back twice...

Memorable time with U, dear....

2007-12-31T16:09:00.000+08:00

Few more hours to go, dear!
hahahas...
later going to watch night service at church

hopefully my mum allow me to stay overnight
at Joesph's place...
waiting for her to come back n ask her...

ooh...my cousin is giving birth soon
but duno when...but in hospital now...
if it 12mn 1 Jan,
woohoo... New Year baby!
or Year End baby if before 12...
HAHA

2007-12-29T13:07:00.000+08:00

3 more days to go....

Counting down...

to new year & our very special day

This new year is different from the past 17 years...

because I have another person,

to be with me.

I really hope/want to stay over the eve of new year to New year's Day

with him,

but I don't know how to tell my mum.

HAHA...

Dear, of course I like the christmas present!

u use effort and mind to make this one and only card

for me....

2007-12-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

4 more days to go....

waiting for it come...

A brand new year!

pale looking me...

he just like a boy boy...

can't stop smiling & laughing
whenever I am with him

He makes me,

Smile

Wild laughing
all day long....

Like the song title : Baby, you're my destiny
Imissyousomuch

despite seeing u often these days...

HAHAHAHA :)
Dear ahh, see dis pic!
u will see it often soooon....

Love you always my dear edwin!

ps: iwillneverforgetthatnight, 26dec07...muackx<3

2007-12-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

5 more days to go...
hahas. grins =D

ytd. BOXING day
a day to box pple...
HAHA just kidding!
went out with my Dear
cos he is on leave :)

went to Jurong East
to do what??
ICE SKATING
woohoo.. cold. brrr....

a lot of people...
skating ring not big oso
a few time nearly fall
without fail he will hold me on...
heehee

skate till 130
going to meet Janice
but she and her bf still applying for moto license
drink ice milo and went to watch pple skate while waiting...

she still need time
so we headed down to heeren sakae first
stomach pain on the way dere...

after started eating den okay liao
they arrived around 3plus 4
eat until very full =X
saw dear's friend, sharon
go FEP find angelyn lor

sat at ya kun for rest...
ard 6 plus
went to PS for a walk
met dear's good friend, andy
and of course sharon also

hmmm....me very tired already...
headed home via mrt
lean on him & rest...

didn't go home immediately
cos i very tired after waking up when reach boon lay
sat at the bench at the platfrom station...
dear oso have frequent on and off stomach pain
don't know ate what wrong stuff...

we...
Laugh
Chat
tickle &
I stare into space @ boon lay platform station
seee dunno how many train come and go...
probably got 10 or 8 times

I had fun time ytd...
Muackz dEar =S

Janice, our bf are so lame at Ya Kun...
LAugh out Loud man...
HAHAHAHA =))

2007-12-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

Christmas just passed...
New Year is coming...
heeheee...

[think is gonna be a very long wordy post]

last thurs, hari raya holiday
went out with dear
go find my christmas clothes
Fast East found 1 but
it cost 44 bucks
so forget it...

walked until 8pm
den finally found my dress
cost 25bucks
hahass

ate dinner at billy bombers
yummmy...
got ben n jerry ice cream...

friday 21st :
ermmm had last day of work
for singtel flyer job
work an extra hr

went to Hair Inn
for rebonding
not a fab job done =(

feel like i wasted
my 150 bucks...
not gg to do rebonding dere anymore

waited for dear to knock off from work
headed down to PS
for dinner....
waited for the bus nearly 45mins
look for hannah and lucius's present
walked to centrepoint to look for lucius present cos couldn't find at PS
went home after that

sat 22nd
didn't have TF today
went to church
and wait for him...
took 188 to IMM for walk...

shop ard buy chocolates
he had subway...
saw espirit got sale...
bought a long sleeve pink tee @ 15.90
went home after that

wad i did on sunday
i went church
after dat ate lunch at harbourfront
walk ard at vivo city
headed to Joe's home
slacked
they eat dinner
& home

Christmas Eve
waked up
no one's home
watched TV

mum came back
cook food
headed to Yi Ma's hse
for Christmas dinner

alot of people...
some cannot recongise
a lot of good food
very full

headed home....

Christmas day...
went for service in the morning
give present and recieve
da pao lunch back to Joe's hse
shared wif dear cos i not hungry

slacked...
play dry swimming for a while
play until i sian and stony

went for dinner
ate seafood soup wif rice
watched shou zu & zhuang ye wu di shou
headed home...

hahhas....
to be continued...from Clive & Noellefrom Tan Familyfrom Graciafrom Joesph & Kimfrom Dear
made by Dear =)

2007-12-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

was bored at times..
haha dunno what to do...
did this test...
and the results:

Dear Ezanne,
You are a person who needs a partner who is responsible financially with an education, who will share responsibilities with you, support you emotionally and keep up with the heat and romance. Effort is a big thing for you and you need to see efforts being made by your partner often. Lack of efforts makes you feel like you may not be worth it in your partner's eyes and can cause problems in your relationship. Just remember that your partner can only do what he/she knows and cannot read your mind. If your partner is investing effort, but not quire as much as you would like, or not in a way that makes you feel special, just talk to him/her. Let your partner know that you love him/her and appreciate that he/she does for you, but also need and desire more. Then tell him/her what those needs and desires are. Open and honest communication with your partner will help your relationship grow into a more close and loving one. Understanding and caring about each other needs is key to making a relationship work.

2007-12-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

our relationship =)

see his post...

I feel the same way as u, dear....

we seem like know each other very long

we know each other as friends a year ago?

still remember last time before we started this relationship

I treasure the time we went out together

thinking I am like over concern about you when i am like nobody to you

hoping to see your smses, recieve your smses...

sometimes want to sms you, but i think like disturbing u and like is redundant

looking forward to friday...

watching movies and dinner together

mostly important,

I can see my dear...

and spend time with him...

and yah, I recieve the letter...

I going get my itouch soon..

going to collect on friday!

yippy...

anyway, dear is a Mac fan...

and he is waiting for his ipone

probably getting a ipod...

HAHA....

Our Relationship continues...

2007-12-02T10:18:00.000+08:00

End of 1st month, beginning the next...
Went to church in the morning
memory verse test
ahhh....
can't rmb lot...

normal service... quite fast.. i thought
after service, went to NOVA funiture shop to find sofa for my house
waited for bus 105 for nearly half an hour
settled for a dark brown 3 + 2 seater...
listening to my uncle and mum bargaining and asking questions
headache arh...

take 188 back to IMM for lunch...
at the hongkong cafe...
Dear very envy le hor...
hahahs...
eat pork ribs noodles and my fav
Milk tea with Ice cream!!!

after dat went Giant to buy some food back to cook dinner...
all along was sms-ing Dear...
planning to go out later...
cos they all went back home..den very sian
i oso very sian...

Reached home liao...
I fast chiong to the bathroom
and bathe....
meet dear at vivo city...
I was earlier than him
HAHA...

Walk....walk.. up down....
went vivo mart...
buy mineral water for me....
my doctor... "niam" me drink water
His fav place is supermarket!!!
walk walk....

Decided to take bus to somewhere esle
cos vivo not much to walk and he stay near there
so went to a place,
that we always go everytime before we got together
Marina Square, Suntec City and City Hall MRT station...
walk ard MS and buy Noelle's birthday present
which falls on the 12th dec...
nth much to walk so went suntec...
He had his Yuan Yang :)

I want eat donut but
my favs are sold out
both somemore.... =(
shop ard...
saw this new shop "cotton"
like the dress we saw...
is $19.90
still okay lah...
walking back to MRT = home....
looking at the window display of Giodarno
got 1 top written " wish you were here"
NICE!

City Hall MRT station,
the place full of memories....
A waiting place...
waited for him after work to go watch fireworks...
met him there to buy present for other people...
the most important;
the place where he asked me
that question...
On his birthday...

went back home ard 930...
he went to eat at Mac @ PM
saw him waiting for bus and left...
heehee =)

Another wonderful day~~

Oh ya... i saw the Sony T2 camera...

NICE....CHIO

is $599...

probably next year working part time

earn enough den buy...

the price should go down by den...hahas...

2007-12-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st month, dEaR!!
hahas....
flashbacks of tat day u asked that question
on smses with me
and a call
few minutes ago...

Really thank God for having u
and the way he plan
is special
as we think back the past month...

To be continued...

2007-11-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

been sick for the past 2 days suddenly
Fever Cold Sore throat...
on the road of recovery...

haix miss my UT because of illness...
got to jia you for the last paper liao...
wanted to wake up and take my UT and cab back hm later...
but the problem is, I can't even get out of bed...
too weak and gorgy to see or to think...
take liao i guess also will fail

another week of school gone!!
left 2 more weeks before the 3 weeks holidays...
yippy...
Hari raya..Christmas...New Year!
time for holidays!!
Dear will confirm love it than i do...
hahas...

Few more hours to go, dear....
Time really flies with you..
I still rmb got 1 sunday de sermon said:
Time passes quickly with ur loved one...

2007-11-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

days that we never talk to each other
i dunno what she is thinking
but i pray that she qi xiao liao

Had a stall for carnival at church
tiring and sleepy...
Dear oso shag liao...
bring the 2 girls ard and making kaya toast..
he gave me one... quite sweet..
walk along that road again that night...

so sleepy, lean on his shoulders but didn't sleep
hahas...
went home and bathe
call Dear at night to chat
until 1 plus...

Happy 70th anni to PPCC
clumsy humpty dumpty me
missed a step and slip and fall unglam
went to help my mum for the refreshments
so didn't go for service.
heard it was good...

went to joe's place after that
frankly speaking,
my mum ask me whether i want to sit church bus home
but i said no
just want to spent time with him

ytd went for church anniversary dinner
yummy food - 9 course dinner
sat wif my own family...
Dear sitting somewhere esle
still sms him...LOLs

Dear.. 4 more days to go before i see you!
miss you!
How I wished to say : " you can offically send me home le..."
waiting for tat day to come....

2007-11-23T12:03:00.000+08:00

AHHHHAAAHHHH
crazy siiao me....
wake up on the wrong side of the bed...
PMS???

wo hou hui le...
I am just being not thinking and saying anything
sorry =(
why did i start this in the first place...
why my mouth jus shoot out nonsense....

sorry angelyn

2007-11-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

missing u right now =\
lalalalalalalalala
l00king forward to saturday....

70th anni carnival coming soon...
and over soon!!
no more busy for us le...
24th Nov....

10 more days.....Luo zhi xiang de concert also on that day.... :LOLS diiao
hahas =)
siian larr.... only can meet for few hrs...
wish i can go back home late...

2007-11-18T13:09:00.000+08:00

I love to walking with Dear : )
stroll walk in the evening
shuld do that every saturday...
hahaa dunno whether he want anot...

mummy discover jie got bf liao
or shuld say still suspecting bahx
really scary to ask although the person is not me

waiting for the right time to tell bah
God has His plan
must trust in Him
must be patient when comes to relationship
cannot rush things...

today got AGM
sitting downstair for 2 hrs
cos im not baptised yet
cannot vote
intially got TF com meeting but was cancelled
good=)
hahas

so waited for the rest and go to joe's hse
Daniel, tracy, Dear and me went to find coffee powder
for next week carnival
west coast market dun have so go sheng siong
found cheap and good one
hahas

at joe's hse and test out the coffee thicknes
then rested at his place before heading to choir practice
later in the evening

Dear is afraid of ticklish also...
hahas...
*tickle him*

Clive pass us a book - " Boy meets girl - say hello to courtship"
interesting book
God-centered relationship
reading until chapter 4 le
wisdom and romance.
Be patient.
passing to Dear after finish reading.

bye bye.

-there is no reason to explain why we love each other-

2007-11-17T03:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY!!! =)
although today's school is boring to death...
cos i went out after that with Angelyn...
and i get to See MY DEAR

she wants to buy present for hui qing's b'dae...
thinkin of buying skirt...
but in the end, ZINC bag new arrival de...

Dear called me while I was on the way to bugis...
so ke lian that he has to rush to and fro
because of a client that wants the thing on monday

went to buy her mouse for the laptop oso
green in colour with some design...
saw mickey mouse one but not nice
then go to bugis street for dinne
@ Teenage Cafe
loves the grilled chicken wif fries + coke float
fattening haahs dun care...
she orderd seafood cheese baked rice
the serving is very small and ex
not worth to eat but it taste nice lar...

After buying present
Dear called and say he no need to rush for the work liao...
can come find me!=DDD
due to the client's fault, my dear had to suffer =X
but all is over...
sat the train home wif dear and angelyn...

HAHA glad that angelyn didn't really say anything
cos she waited with me for dear
anyway, she got to see her EC on the bus for bl interchange to home...

today dunno why i see so many lesbians couples ard...
one when i go hm from school...
another one when i got from bugis...
Lols...

hahas that all. :)

2007-11-16T12:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... i didn't really take picture wif him....

last time have 1

but super nan kan...

hahas...

decide to post my dEaR de photo =)

.........

............

.................

my edwin dear ( acting lee xiao long) ....
My baobei panda! ^-^
Loves <3

i feel that sometimes i am contridicting myself
actually cannot meet him de
but i still want to..
trying to be a understanding gf
but its hard...

2007-11-15T10:43:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala...
see ur post just now...

"Dear, anything if i did wrongly or no good.. MUST honestly tell me, ok:), dont keep it to urself. If you sad, angry, happy, joyful must share wif me hor.. i want to know:) I try my best to be there for you.
God's words says to his children, "neither will He leave nor forsake His children..
Edwin says to YingXian. "neither will I leave nor forsake you, Tan Ying Xian". Really."

touched :'(

Friday...
Dear, I understand that you r busy...
If u cannot meet me, is okay
there will be other days...
Don't be sad =)

Sunday got AGM
TF com meeting
Evening Choir practice ( gg home wif sister highly likely)
No time.

cont'd

hmmm, seem lyk dear very busy with work today
haven reply my msg...
where are you?
miss you lehhx...

My First Love
by Tazita
I never thought I'd ever learn to Love,the way simple lovers do.
I always believed it was impossible.
Yet I found myself so in love with you.
Now I know exactly what love truly is
and you are my reason why;
You convinced me to let you in my soul . . .
And you promised you would never lie.
I have learned to cherish and trust you,
In a way I never had before.
And if anything were ever to happen,
My Love,I think I would only love you more.
I fought my feelings along the way,
but in the end it remains still true -
I have finally found My love in life.(Just like you always knew. )
If you told me once, you told me twice,Just how beautiful love could be.
Yet I never realized until now,that you were speaking of you and me.
You have brought me such happiness,it takes all my sadness away.
And with my endless loyaltyI will so lovingly repay.
You are my love in life.
This I will never forget.
You are the Love of my Life,
This I knew from the moment we met.

2007-11-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

Miss you right now *sob sob*
can't wait to find you on friday...
Friday faster come!!!
then can spend time with you
On friday, sat and sunday...

the only timings that we can be together...
u busy at work and me @ sch
thanks for online-ing during ur lunch break
to chat wif me...

Sis is back from china holiday trip le...
she bought a lot of food stuff back...
now there winter not much clothes to buy oso...

she bought a panda back for me
soft toy~ HAHA
I guess I am oso a panda myself soon...
edwin is ald a panda....Oops =X
LOLS =D

2007-11-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

Day by day... moment by moment...
just pass by...
Glad that i'm still with you
Thank God for watching over us...

Out wif my bf today cos it public holiday!
he got holiday mahh so can go out wif me...
suppose to meet him at 12noon
but i was late for 10mins...
hahaha

usually, I am earlier than him
but not today...
train was packed wif a lot pple
esp. indians
cos is deepavail!
all gg to little india...

bf was wearing the t-shirt i gave him on his bdae
but a little too big..
oops =X
headed down to central but nth much dere to shop
so go to plaza sing

shop ard cos i not hungry...
while walking to centrepoint..
we saw the istana is open for public to go in
so just grab the chance to go lor...
Alot of sercuity measures taken...
suprisingly foriegners need to pay $1 entrances fee
singaporean FOC!!

Big green fields for them to play golf
very big spaces...
stroll walking wif him =)
sweet moments <3
Loves~

after that walk the whole orhard road...
from OG building to Far East Plaza
shop for 3 person presents
Kim Joe Clive

ate LJS cos i not hungry
couldn't finish combo 1 sial
had to ask him help me finish =X

shop until ard 5 plus 6
headed back home...
yupp my date wif him today!

Edwin,
I am trying to put aside everything
dun worry abt me lah
i will be alright!
until the day of truth, maybe...
我们好不容易的在一起
我也不想轻易的放弃你
就像你说的
一步一步的走。。。
Love u always...

If it is becos of my parents dat we couldn't be together
i will be very hurtful and heartboken
but i will keep remind myself that
God is in control
if He has put us together,
no man can seperate us...

ahhh....speak of the devil
we were talking about Clive...
he appeared in plaza sing
den we say Luke
saw him at cathay...
diiao...so jun mah??

I guess Luke ald noe that we r together le bahx
haix...
the truth cannot be kept for long le...

2007-11-04T17:29:00.000+08:00

the journey begins with you on 1 nov :)
thanks for everything u done for me
really love you...
Pray for our relationship can last
parent's reaction to us
and the people ard...

this is the tough period for me & you
u said ni hui jian ci dao di...
for me, i hope I have the strength and confidence to jian ci oso...

Love the couple keyrings you gave me
thanks <3

I am a lot of worries person....
fear my mum most...
dunno how she will react if i had a bf
haix...

U held my hand when I am worried
thanks for the comfort you gave me...
I LOVE YOU!

2007-11-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

Just want to rattle in my blog...

I am officially attached to Edwin Tan Wei Yun =)

HAHA quite sudden yah...

he pop up the question on his birthday... super duper shocked!
gonna vomit out my heart le...
:) got horrible stomachache for nearly 1 day 1 night due to shockness....

this is just the beginning...
no one knows what lies ahead...

didn't know u lyk me for so long le...and make u hurt by my actions sometimes
sorry boy :(
Love ya lots! <3

just feel wonderful...
we lyk each other but dunno until now =
hahas

2007-10-31T10:29:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh..... I am so confused now!!!
gonna crazy!!
I wanted to know the answer but
now it is known
I still dunno what to say!!!

Did I do the right thing ytd to go find u?
if i never find you ytd,
would you have ask?

It is just a moment that you are touched
that what I have done for u
that you asked me that question?

I need reasons to back up your statement
u made ytd night!
u really do not mind me being so young
9 yrs gap...
quite a fair bit...

I am still in a shocked state....
feeling weird and unwell
after wad u said
Stomach pain until dis morning
not yet stop...

wad should i reply you?