MAYBE .?

Friday, November 30, 2007

been sick for the past 2 days suddenly
Fever Cold Sore throat...
on the road of recovery...

haix miss my UT because of illness...
got to jia you for the last paper liao...
wanted to wake up and take my UT and cab back hm later...
but the problem is, I can't even get out of bed...
too weak and gorgy to see or to think...
take liao i guess also will fail

another week of school gone!!
left 2 more weeks before the 3 weeks holidays...
yippy...
Hari raya..Christmas...New Year!
time for holidays!!
Dear will confirm love it than i do...
hahas...

Few more hours to go, dear....
Time really flies with you..
I still rmb got 1 sunday de sermon said:
Time passes quickly with ur loved one...

Monday, November 26, 2007

days that we never talk to each other
i dunno what she is thinking
but i pray that she qi xiao liao

Had a stall for carnival at church
tiring and sleepy...
Dear oso shag liao...
bring the 2 girls ard and making kaya toast..
he gave me one... quite sweet..
walk along that road again that night...

so sleepy, lean on his shoulders but didn't sleep
hahas...
went home and bathe
call Dear at night to chat
until 1 plus...

Happy 70th anni to PPCC
clumsy humpty dumpty me
missed a step and slip and fall unglam
went to help my mum for the refreshments
so didn't go for service.
heard it was good...

went to joe's place after that
frankly speaking,
my mum ask me whether i want to sit church bus home
but i said no
just want to spent time with him

ytd went for church anniversary dinner
yummy food - 9 course dinner
sat wif my own family...
Dear sitting somewhere esle
still sms him...LOLs

Dear.. 4 more days to go before i see you!
miss you!
How I wished to say : " you can offically send me home le..."
waiting for tat day to come....

Friday, November 23, 2007

AHHHHAAAHHHH
crazy siiao me....
wake up on the wrong side of the bed...
PMS???

wo hou hui le...
I am just being not thinking and saying anything
sorry =(
why did i start this in the first place...
why my mouth jus shoot out nonsense....

sorry angelyn

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

missing u right now =\
lalalalalalalalala
l00king forward to saturday....

70th anni carnival coming soon...
and over soon!!
no more busy for us le...
24th Nov....

10 more days.....Luo zhi xiang de concert also on that day.... :LOLS diiao
hahas =)
siian larr.... only can meet for few hrs...
wish i can go back home late...

Sunday, November 18, 2007

I love to walking with Dear : )
stroll walk in the evening
shuld do that every saturday...
hahaa dunno whether he want anot...

mummy discover jie got bf liao
or shuld say still suspecting bahx
really scary to ask although the person is not me

waiting for the right time to tell bah
God has His plan
must trust in Him
must be patient when comes to relationship
cannot rush things...

today got AGM
sitting downstair for 2 hrs
cos im not baptised yet
cannot vote
intially got TF com meeting but was cancelled
good=)
hahas

so waited for the rest and go to joe's hse
Daniel, tracy, Dear and me went to find coffee powder
for next week carnival
west coast market dun have so go sheng siong
found cheap and good one
hahas

at joe's hse and test out the coffee thicknes
then rested at his place before heading to choir practice
later in the evening

Dear is afraid of ticklish also...
hahas...
*tickle him*

Clive pass us a book - " Boy meets girl - say hello to courtship"
interesting book
God-centered relationship
reading until chapter 4 le
wisdom and romance.
Be patient.
passing to Dear after finish reading.

bye bye.

-there is no reason to explain why we love each other-

Saturday, November 17, 2007

HAPPY HAPPY!!! =)
although today's school is boring to death...
cos i went out after that with Angelyn...
and i get to See MY DEAR

she wants to buy present for hui qing's b'dae...
thinkin of buying skirt...
but in the end, ZINC bag new arrival de...

Dear called me while I was on the way to bugis...
so ke lian that he has to rush to and fro
because of a client that wants the thing on monday

went to buy her mouse for the laptop oso
green in colour with some design...
saw mickey mouse one but not nice
then go to bugis street for dinne
@ Teenage Cafe
loves the grilled chicken wif fries + coke float
fattening haahs dun care...
she orderd seafood cheese baked rice
the serving is very small and ex
not worth to eat but it taste nice lar...

After buying present
Dear called and say he no need to rush for the work liao...
can come find me!=DDD
due to the client's fault, my dear had to suffer =X
but all is over...
sat the train home wif dear and angelyn...

HAHA glad that angelyn didn't really say anything
cos she waited with me for dear
anyway, she got to see her EC on the bus for bl interchange to home...

today dunno why i see so many lesbians couples ard...
one when i go hm from school...
another one when i got from bugis...
Lols...

hahas that all. :)

Friday, November 16, 2007

hmmm.... i didn't really take picture wif him....

last time have 1

but super nan kan...

hahas...

decide to post my dEaR de photo =)

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my edwin dear ( acting lee xiao long) ....
My baobei panda! ^-^
Loves <3

i feel that sometimes i am contridicting myself
actually cannot meet him de
but i still want to..
trying to be a understanding gf
but its hard...

Thursday, November 15, 2007

lalalalalala...
see ur post just now...

"Dear, anything if i did wrongly or no good.. MUST honestly tell me, ok:), dont keep it to urself. If you sad, angry, happy, joyful must share wif me hor.. i want to know:) I try my best to be there for you.
God's words says to his children, "neither will He leave nor forsake His children..
Edwin says to YingXian. "neither will I leave nor forsake you, Tan Ying Xian". Really."

touched :'(

Friday...
Dear, I understand that you r busy...
If u cannot meet me, is okay
there will be other days...
Don't be sad =)

Sunday got AGM
TF com meeting
Evening Choir practice ( gg home wif sister highly likely)
No time.

cont'd

hmmm, seem lyk dear very busy with work today
haven reply my msg...
where are you?
miss you lehhx...

My First Love
by Tazita
I never thought I'd ever learn to Love,the way simple lovers do.
I always believed it was impossible.
Yet I found myself so in love with you.
Now I know exactly what love truly is
and you are my reason why;
You convinced me to let you in my soul . . .
And you promised you would never lie.
I have learned to cherish and trust you,
In a way I never had before.
And if anything were ever to happen,
My Love,I think I would only love you more.
I fought my feelings along the way,
but in the end it remains still true -
I have finally found My love in life.(Just like you always knew. )
If you told me once, you told me twice,Just how beautiful love could be.
Yet I never realized until now,that you were speaking of you and me.
You have brought me such happiness,it takes all my sadness away.
And with my endless loyaltyI will so lovingly repay.
You are my love in life.
This I will never forget.
You are the Love of my Life,
This I knew from the moment we met.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Miss you right now *sob sob*
can't wait to find you on friday...
Friday faster come!!!
then can spend time with you
On friday, sat and sunday...

the only timings that we can be together...
u busy at work and me @ sch
thanks for online-ing during ur lunch break
to chat wif me...

Sis is back from china holiday trip le...
she bought a lot of food stuff back...
now there winter not much clothes to buy oso...

she bought a panda back for me
soft toy~ HAHA
I guess I am oso a panda myself soon...
edwin is ald a panda....Oops =X
LOLS =D

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Day by day... moment by moment...
just pass by...
Glad that i'm still with you
Thank God for watching over us...

Out wif my bf today cos it public holiday!
he got holiday mahh so can go out wif me...
suppose to meet him at 12noon
but i was late for 10mins...
hahaha

usually, I am earlier than him
but not today...
train was packed wif a lot pple
esp. indians
cos is deepavail!
all gg to little india...

bf was wearing the t-shirt i gave him on his bdae
but a little too big..
oops =X
headed down to central but nth much dere to shop
so go to plaza sing

shop ard cos i not hungry...
while walking to centrepoint..
we saw the istana is open for public to go in
so just grab the chance to go lor...
Alot of sercuity measures taken...
suprisingly foriegners need to pay $1 entrances fee
singaporean FOC!!

Big green fields for them to play golf
very big spaces...
stroll walking wif him =)
sweet moments <3
Loves~

after that walk the whole orhard road...
from OG building to Far East Plaza
shop for 3 person presents
Kim Joe Clive

ate LJS cos i not hungry
couldn't finish combo 1 sial
had to ask him help me finish =X

shop until ard 5 plus 6
headed back home...
yupp my date wif him today!

Edwin,
I am trying to put aside everything
dun worry abt me lah
i will be alright!
until the day of truth, maybe...
我们好不容易的在一起
我也不想轻易的放弃你
就像你说的
一步一步的走。。。
Love u always...

If it is becos of my parents dat we couldn't be together
i will be very hurtful and heartboken
but i will keep remind myself that
God is in control
if He has put us together,
no man can seperate us...

ahhh....speak of the devil
we were talking about Clive...
he appeared in plaza sing
den we say Luke
saw him at cathay...
diiao...so jun mah??

I guess Luke ald noe that we r together le bahx
haix...
the truth cannot be kept for long le...

Sunday, November 04, 2007

the journey begins with you on 1 nov :)
thanks for everything u done for me
really love you...
Pray for our relationship can last
parent's reaction to us
and the people ard...

this is the tough period for me & you
u said ni hui jian ci dao di...
for me, i hope I have the strength and confidence to jian ci oso...

Love the couple keyrings you gave me
thanks <3

I am a lot of worries person....
fear my mum most...
dunno how she will react if i had a bf
haix...

U held my hand when I am worried
thanks for the comfort you gave me...
I LOVE YOU!

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Just want to rattle in my blog...

I am officially attached to Edwin Tan Wei Yun =)

HAHA quite sudden yah...

he pop up the question on his birthday... super duper shocked!
gonna vomit out my heart le...
:) got horrible stomachache for nearly 1 day 1 night due to shockness....

this is just the beginning...
no one knows what lies ahead...

didn't know u lyk me for so long le...and make u hurt by my actions sometimes
sorry boy :(
Love ya lots! <3

just feel wonderful...
we lyk each other but dunno until now =
hahas