MAYBE .?

Monday, July 28, 2008

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

guess a lot of people been to her blog
&& read about the story of her boyfriend
who is at a faraway land now.

its such a saddening story.
heartaching.

If one day,
this happens to me...
I guess I will need a long time to recover.

As reading her blog entries,
I couldn't help that I put myself into her shoes.
It ripped and teared from my heart.

my dearest boyfriend,
I can't live without you
because you are already part of me
promise to be with me always.
I love you.

______________________________________

17 days to my 18th birthday
study 9 more day (exclude wed and weekends)
4 more days to our month anniversary

yay :)
watching fireworks on 22-23 Aug at Marina Bay
1 day outside
1 day inside
happy!

I hope I can do that every year
if Singapore Fireworks festival every year also have
and usually is 1 week after national day
& after my birthday.

lets go out last day of school, W64Q!

SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE...me!
Qi Dai-ing! =D

Sunday, July 27, 2008

today's message about the 6th commandment
THOU SHALL NOT KILL
which is murdering.

Hating someone is like murdering the person
humans are God's creation
U hate him/her = hating God

sigh. not say i hate him but dislike him
my bf's best buddy.
so i must not hate him.

my dear treasures relationship with close friends too
so does his relationship with andy...

so far knowing his friends, only he make me jealous
i also don't know why.
whenever he send an sms to my bf to ask to go out with him
i am seriously feeling uncomfortable.
having the urge to say him.

but i can't be too ba dao to my bf
just have to let go sometimes.

sigh.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

New laptop!
nice interface and webcam!
its crystal eye as it stated.

started PP at last
now only got 600plus 700 words
which is 35% of 2000 words.
dead due latest 080808
nice date.

i know i haven been updating my blog
dunno what to write too.

suddenly there is this question in my mind
Friends or BoyFriend... which is more important?
To me, i will definietly choose my boyfriend over friend
not say friends aren't impt
but boyfriend might be or will be your future soulmate/life partner
u can have friends for life too
but the one that is going to care, love, support physically and emotional
is ur boyfriend, fiance , husband.
Friends also love you but is a different kind of love.

so, i find that the phrase in chinese ' zhong se qing you'
is abit unfair.

still got 21 days to my birthday.
exactly 3 weeks later.
I want alot alot of things!
hahas =D
wonder how my 18th birthday would be like.

1 week more to our mth anniversary! =))

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

It has been 1 week...
my laptop is still not ready yet!
sighs :(

ytd I called acer 3 times
before I can talk to the service centre operator...
they told me should be able to collect on the 8th july
will ask the technician to call me...

patiently waited for the call
finally, they called back
told me the parts not here yet
still have to wait

I can't wait any longer
my PP going to due
and daily lesson needs it
Can't be waking up everyday early
to loan laptop...

so, they suggested to give me a new laptop
who doesn't want a new laptop?
so i just agree to change.

now waiting for the new laptop to arrive
and configure in school
and transfer my old hard disk stuff.

happy ending. =D

still got 36 days to my 18th birthday...
think of doing something different
and i want surprises!

hahahahas...

just don't want to have a quiet birthday celebration.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Our 8th month anniversary is here!
=DD
& still counting on...

Ok lah, I will definietly remember THE promise that we make.
cos u will definietly not lose that SMS.
I will jia you to fufill THE promise...

I am waiting for that EVENT to happen.
& the THING that I want from you!

I will always LOVE you till the end of the time.